I Am.

I am: my own person. ashley nicole farr
I think: wayyyy to much
I know: the gospel and my family is the only true way to gain everlasting happiness
I have: many hopes and dreams for myself and the life i want to have
I wish: i was in a band
I dislike: finals at the end of the semester
I miss: being a kid
I fear: for my future family
I feel: excited to serve a mission
I hear: LIGHTS : )
I smell: pumpkin spice
I crave: the high i get from music
I usually: have a creative project im working on
I search: the world for answers as to why life is so complex
I wonder: where and when i will get called on my mission ha!
I regret: buying so many clothes when i have to do laundry
I love: colorful things
I care: about kids who dont have what i do
I always: like things on my lap
I worry: about having or not having enough money
I am not: who i want to be yet
I remember: what i planned my life to be like right now. its none of that
I believe: everything will work out how its supposed to
I dance: in the form of jumping
I don't always: eat the best
I write: notes to myself everyday
I win: the hearts of the ones i love ; )
I lose: battles everyday
I never: want to live in utah when i get settled
I listen: to good music!
I don't understand: oh so many things
I can usually be found: in deep thought
I am scared: with uncertainty
I need: to not procrastinate
I forget: where im headed and the importance of that all too often
I am happy about: who i am

All Except For...

I had the best time at Owl City last night, got to see LIGHTS, and this other really cool band Paper Route. (Could use a better name I admit.) but still good haha. I even got first in line, or CUT to the first of the line, and made it to first couple rows right in front of the stage. AWESOME!

Everything was going just swell and we're almost to owl city when this girl pops out of nowhere from my feet. ok... that was weird. she is like 4 and a half feet tall. alright. sure. tiny, frail and apparently gonna die or have a panic attack from all the moshing. i fear for her life. kenny and i work our very hardest to keep those in front of her from bashing into her. we couldnt even enjoy the last couple songs from LIGHTS. gay. where are your friends girl? no answer. do you want to get some air? no answer. space? noanswer. alright. you dont want to be helped? fine by me... except i cant just leave her to fend for herself! she literally gonna get smashed. thats when it happens.

She gets shoved to the floor and as kenny and mark are trying to keep people from falling onto/into her i grab her up from the floor. no doubt, not without a couple feet landing on her. ok, ah... we gotta get you out of here, she shakes her head no. AYKM right now? come on! she gets shoved again. awesome. she ends up landing in my arms, thats when she goes COMPLETELY limp. COMPLETELY!!! uh.... kenny! i need help. i dropped her to the floor. she was heavy, and im not all that strong ok? luckily this other guy saw and helped kenny carry her out. poor girl. completely unconscious. we had no idea who she was with or anything! it was insane. i hope she mad it out of there ok : (

Then we continued on our way to owl city haha, it was fantastic. so amazing. but on the way home of course it starts pouring. we had the super awesome opportunity of hydroplaning. so great.

Other than that! fabulouso haha. my grandma says when things go wrong it makes it more memorable. well thank you kenny for a night to remember : )

Summer Days Just Sittin Around...

I forget how much I REALLY dislike the winter until I am straight up faced with the summer. I forget how ornery I become in the dark, cold abyss of the winter months, until summer comes again! I forget how much I miss the warmth until Im basking in it... and THEN. without any warning it gets snatched away jsut like that within a day. i hate it. I love summer. It makes me happier than anything else. Im not kidding. If I could be in a place where in was all sun all the time I owuld be perfectly content with justhat and nothing else. Well except like people and stuff. Sigh... I wish it were here to stay. I mean really stay.

it makes me happy to run around,

it makes me happy to bask in pure sunlight,

it makes me happy to eat popsicles

and play softball

and swim.

awww... please! just come to me.

Latest Craze

K.

Officially am in love with this soundtrack.
Just sayin.

Floral Arrangements.

So here are some of the few things I have put together. Im trying to start a floral design career haha. Working somewhere, starting up my own something. We'll see how that works out. Let me know if you like.

The cube design. very popular for weddings nowadays.

a VERY VERY simple wedding bouquet. granted, not the best i can do for sure. i had limited supplies and color choices for this beast

And in honor of the current season, a little easter/spring business.In the meantime, here is Kennys and my latest adventure. CABELAS!! can you believe he had never been? crazyness.

how fun are we?